Or is it – I have no idea what day today is.
Also I’m typing this on my phone, so there’s a chance it’s going to look like a complete mess. Let’s just pretend that’s a symbolic way of describing how I’m feeling right now.
I wanted to explain why there’s been a sudden radio silence on the blog (something I feel very bad about, but there’s no way I can work while being this sick. Angry comments about how I’m just being lazy is just insensitive and uneccessary).
My brain is to clouded to write a fancy blog post right now, so I’ll just be posting the two Instagram posts I’ve made about it. Sorry.
HERE’S WHY I HAVEN’T POSTED LATELY: I’m sick. Not as in not feeling so well, but as the sickest I’ve ever felt. So it may be a long time before you see workout pictures or delicious food, because I’m not allowed to work out (not that I could atm) and eating or drinking is so painful, so, you know.
So far my doctor don’t know what’s wrong. I was supposed to get the results of a few tests this morning, but that didn’t work out so well – so of course I ranted about that on Twitter. And this turning in to a bit of a rant too, but fuck it’s so frustrating and painful and I need to vent. I guess I should be punching/screaming in to a pillow, but the truth is moving is hard and my voice has disappeared.
It’s not that I don’t want to stay positive, but I’m not going to pretend this is any less shit than it is, and right now venting is the only thing that makes me feel slightly better #sorrynotsorry 💁
I hope your day is less 💩 than mine! 😘
FOOD 😍 I’d give anything to be able to eat just SOMETHING right now 🤒 Doctor finally confirmed that I have mono, which is… nice? Nice to know wtf is wrong with my body, less nice that there’s 0 treatment – besides hoping I’m not one of those people who takes months (or even years 😳) to recover from it 😷 But knowing my luck, it’s not a surprise if I do 😭
I hope you’ll still stick with me through this, even if it’s going to take a while. I know tge people that’s already been unfollowing me for being inactive is not going to read this, so I want to thank you for being here ❤️